Seraph - Malice Mizer (Translation)

Bonsoir my friends, we are back with this fantastic naughty little song which I've been listening to a lot lately. The fun thing is that the written lyrics are in such a silly order (not really, it makes sense in order to fit in the small booklet page, but still) that I didn't even put brackets, because it would have been confusing as hell. You can find the original lyrics in Japanese and the actual sung lyrics directly written down in rōmaji, with just a small substitution highlighted. To better understand the 'storyline', I translated the sung lyrics. 
Thank you for reading and let me know what you think!

Seraph

(music: Közi / lyrics: Tetsu) 

床の上にばらまかれた絵を眺める
あの頃と少しも変わらない君が微笑む
流れてくる歌声に溺れながら
今も少しも変わらない僕がたたずむ

空が青くなく　夜が黒くなく　赤の鼓動が止めば
君を忘れることが出来るのに

seraph serenade
何処へ往くの?　連れて行って　独りにはなれない
迎えに来た君の手をとる

この瞬間で幕を閉じる運命を　永遠に光る輝きの中　感謝する

胸に残る体温　天使と舞う姿

銀色の翼が今　永い悪夢を越えて　君を待つ僕のもとへ
思い通りにして　さぁ殺しておくれ　僕を待つ君の腕で
再会の今を抱き締めるこの僕を　さぁ殺しておくれ…

Seraph

Yuka no ue ni baramakarete e wo nagameru
Ano koro to sukoshi mo kawaranai kimi ga hohoemu
Nagaretekuru utagoe ni oborenagara 
Ima mo sukoshi mo kawaranai boku ga tatazumu

Sora ga aokunaku　Aka no kodō ga yameba　
Kimi wo wasureru koto ga dekiru no ni 

Seraph serenade 
Mukae ni kita kimi no te wo toru

Giniro no hane ga ima 　Nagai akumu wo koete 　Kimi wo matsu boku no moto e
Omoidoori ni shite 　Saa koroshite okure 　Boku wo matsu kimi no ude de

Kono shunkan de maku wo tojiru unmei wo 　eien ni hikaru kagayaki  [no naka ni]  kansha suru  

Yoru ga kurokunaku　Aka no kodō ga yameba　
Kimi wo wasureru koto ga dekita no ni 

Seraph serenade 
Doko e yuku no? Tsureteitte 　Hitori ni wa narenai 
Seraph serenade
Mukae ni kita kimi no te wo toru

Giniro no hane ga ima 　Nagai akumu wo koete 　Kimi wo matsu boku no moto e
Omoidoori ni shite 　Saa koroshite okure 　Boku wo matsu kimi no ude de

Mune ni nokoru taion  　Tenshi to mau sugata 

Giniro no hane ga ima 　Nagai akumu wo koete 　Kimi wo matsu boku no moto e
Omoidoori ni shite 　Saa koroshite okure 　Boku wo matsu kimi no ude de
Saikai no ima wo dakishimeru kono boku wo  　Saa koroshite okure... 

Seraph

I look at the pictures scattered on the floor 
And you, unchanged from that time, smile
I sink into your flowing, singing voice
And I, unchanged from that time, stand still

If the sky weren't blue
And my red heartbeat ceased
I could forget you, but... 

Seraph serenade 
You come to meet me and I take your hand 

Now my silver wings overcome a long nightmare 
Come to me, where I await you 
Do as you please... come on, just kill me already
In your arms, where you await me 

In this moment, the curtain falls by the hand of destiny, and I feel eternally grateful to the shining light [that envelops me] 

If the night weren't black
And my red hearbeat ceased
I could have forgotten you, but... 

Seraph serenade
Where are you going? Take me with you, I can't be alone
Seraph serenade
You come to meet me and I take your hand

Now my silver wings overcome a long nightmare 
Come to me, where I await you 
Do as you please... come on, just kill me already
In your arms, where you await me 

In my chest, your warmth still lingers... and your figure dancing with angels...

Now my silver wings overcome a long nightmare 
Come to me, where I await you 
As I embrace this moment of reunion... come on, just kill me already. 

Tetsu is so angsty... who ends a song with "Come on, just kill me already?" Hard relate. 
It is translating these lyrics that I realised that I probably misinterpreted a line in the lyrics of Kioku to Sora and in the memoire booklet. To put it simply, I think that our "she" died, and it is Tetsu wondering if, when reuniting in heaven, she will want to kill him or not. Remember the "Koroshitai to omou darouka? Idakitai to omou darouka?" in Kioku to sora? Now I believe it should be translated as "Will YOU want to kill ME? Or will YOU want to embrace ME?". I'll go fix that in the other blog posts, but I will try to connect all the dots in the post for Baroque.
Another note: I wrote "[that envelops me]" because in the written lyrics it says "hikaru kagayaki no naka kansha suru" (roughly, "I am grateful inside the shining light" instead of "grateful to the shining light", as sung). It's a way to combine the two versions and create a clearer scene, I think.
Thank you for reading, and thanks Maiden Death for the code! The background is a painting called Regina Angelorum by William-Adolphe Bouguereau.