26.5.2025

Trough my rigid fingers i can feel the tension invading all my hand, as im really tense while trying to write as fast as i can all the words i see in the screen, feels tiring but at the same time the topic feels inetresting however redundant, as is the same infortmation we have been provided whith over and over again about the subjet. Feels shallow and superficial, we can't really know anything in specific having into account the information we're provided with in the presentation, some  incognitas develop around short and generalized information; still is enough to pass the test i guess. 

Any time i get the chance of really investing into what im learning, is when i enjoy it the most; i try to fool myself into seeing some subjects interesting, but this one is actually a relaly curious one; i wouldn't exacltly say curious, is just that im more interested in it; that's the main reason why while i do like to learn about it broadly, the deepth provided by  the documents is not enough, it is to pass as i said, but not to cover every corner of structered systems whithin the matter.