life recently

so because i've decided to make this blog more personal, i'm planning to write entries here to describe what's been going on in life. hopefully someone out there gets a kick out of my personal ramblings.

recently life has been picking up for me. yes exams are kicking my ass and yes i'm 100% broke, but i feel good and at peace for once. of course there are going to be downs in life, but all my downs have been accompanied with great ups. for example, i have a great friend group who have all stuck by my side no matter what. it would be a miracle if any of them read this considering none of them ever use spacehey, but if by some coincidence they do then just so you know that i love you guys more than anyone else. you're all seriously amazing and everyone in that group are all my ride or dies <3

i also got back into sketching. my problem back then, when i was burnt out of my mind to the point picking up a sketchbook was difficult, was that i didn't get the basics. now, i'm getting back int the swing of things by sketching up a few basic sketches every few days or weeks, or whenever i feel like it. there's not really a time limit to having to sketch, so i'm taking my time.

speaking of taking my time, something that i've figured out about myself is that i hate being constrained in a schedule. so what did i do about it? i stopped. schedules are the worst. having a structure to me is like being in a self inflicted prison. i'd rather be free to do my own thing - its better for my brain to handle.

that's all there is to it. thanks for reading, and take care. hopefully someone takes solace in reading this.