Island on fire set by savages

Today we finished reading Lord of the Flies in my english class. I think that book has changed my next few months of living, not my entire life. Ive grown obsessed with it now, especially with the fandom I didn't even know it had online. Tonight I honestly don't know much to talk about. 

Everything has been so much for me recently these last few weeks. It's finals in a few days and Im very stressed. Not that I'll fail or anything (though I'm sure I will in a few classes), but because school is so close to finally ending. I'll finally be free and no longer need to see and suffer with these 'people' I have to interact with every single day. This school year has been wasted and I should've spent it back home, but I cant dwell on my unfairness as it'll do nothing. My brother hasn't been acting the same, though. He's been such a fucking brat because he's realizing that life isn't fair to him. I know why he's so angry, he misses home. But I have no sympathy or empathy for him, honestly. I don't have sibling/older sister love for him, I never have and I don't have anything to rebutte that.  I just deal with him. 

I'm also anxious about this summer because I really want to get a job and learn to drive, but I need to give these things time, I know. Also twenty one pilots announced a new album so I'm excited for that. 

Also I fear I'm losing some... Things.