A poor poor overloaded person

Heyyy, I wanted to start this post saying that being NEET is an awful awful feeling and that I would never like having nothing to do. That said, most of my tests are in the past and the university reunions are also practically done, which made me have more time to talk with my friends and commemorate that I had nothing to do... The call was incredible, I am still surprised that they laughed with some things I said, but there was one thing should have never come out of my mouth: "I love being unoccupied!". Not much later I was asked to help with university obligations, and now that these are also done I won´t even think about saying something about having nothing to do, right now I am really occupied with my blog, soon I will be really busy watching something and don´t let me start on how overloaded I will be laying in my bed.

About the tests, sadly it wasn´t this time I won against procrastination... I am trying to not think about them, I will just let all the grades hit me once when these get available... Pretty ironic that my worst engagement was synchronized with my most important tests in life. Also, a really sweet teacher will do a reunion in another city... I would like to go, mainly because I am afraid of disappointing him, but as surprising it may sounds I never took a bus or a train alone (just a plane lol) and I am not that confident in myself.

Since I already talked about things I am trying to not think about, let´s also mention the matter I just can´t get out of my mind: my appearance. Yes, not even William Afton returned as many time as this issue in my life. Today I went to an esthetician to help with my worsening acne, she was really nice and we talked during the treatment, but sadly she or anyone could be able to give me the face I wish for. It was worse before my plastic surgery and I am really glad I had it, still am going to do more, but sadly this is Mission Impossible and I already know that my Final Destination will be underaverageness, a destiny worse than the one in the movie :P (you might think I am dramatic, but in my defense it is at least avoidable... For a time :P).

Or is it avoidable forever? I am really hyped for Final Destination 6, just like a lot of people born in the 2000´s I grew up to love this franchise, I always watched it with my father in my childhood, which some teachers didn´t like that much when my stories got inspired by the movies lol. Seriously, do you know the creepy kids that frequently show up in horror movies? I had so much potential to be one of these, even before starting to watch horror movies I already created depressing stories with sad endings... There is no emotion if you know that all the stories will end well and happy forever, we need some variation sometimes, but knowing that the story will always have a bad ending might also not be the most exciting, which means that my story with my appearance culminates in a pretty boring blog (seriously, I think that this shows that I am not kidding when I say that I can´t not think about it lol).

Before I mention... This subject for a third time (which I ironically am kinda doing now), I think that my earbuds have enough charge now (by the way, can you believe that today smoke came out or from my phone or from the charging cable? Looks like even my smartphones wants a little vacation, which is actually pretty fair, it has been overworking for a lot of years now). I think that´s it, if there is someone there, I wish everyone a great day and week!! It almost feels like a weekend, yay! :P.

Music of now: FNaF Movie: Soundtrack - Alexander Rose (Music Concept).