Wake-up call

It just takes one little wake-up call to realize a bunch of stuff. 

There was something I was holding hope for, nothing big, but a little. I had a dream about a certain someone then I was thinking maybe I should reach out. I go onto facebook then see the person I was going to reach out too, changed there profile picture to someone else, then it hit me.

I'm dumb for holding any hope for any relationship. No guy wants me, I've always had back luck when it comes to dating, so why try? I give up because maybe god has a different plan for me. Yeah, I'm sad, but this has to be the wake-up call I needed to get over myself and give up. 

This summer I got a lot planned to do and I have to plan out club meetings, I'll put my head in for that and focus on school.