Diary entry eight- general life update

Ok today is 5/19/2025 and it's oddly going to rain today. weird since the high for most days has been around 95 degrees or a high 80s. It's actually quite nice to have a decent weather day for once. Because it's been so hot lately and that we need to get the guy that mows our lawn back to ya know mow our lawn, i found a rattlesnake near our backdoor, nestled in the leaves when i was throwing out some old mop water. Yes it was rattling at me and was showing clear signs of aggression, and it's not dead and as far as i know It's still out there just waiting to get my ass. God i love Texas, I live on the god-damn set of Rango. At least we finally threw out the armadillo corpse. Things have been ok i've been tired since its my period, its been pretty managble as of late no bad cramps or horrible mood swings. Been worried about that since my period can be awful for me to deal with. at least now i'm feeling good, Oh i did do a full moon ritual, i feel the results and it feels good ngl. I like the whole process of witchcraft and how i feel like god is working though me. Not in the weird mental illness way but in the normal prayful way. I'm going to try and do more research on folk magic though catholism and christinaty. Its hard to buy the books cause my grandparents will have a bitch fit about my more witchy side. I mean back when i first got into harry potter they thought that me reading those books would make me a witch. Its so funny cause none of the magic in the books is at all accurate to actual magick, love the old school satanic panic bullshit they believe.

Oh on that topic i've been working on manifestations, Its all reasonable shit don't worry not that delulu yet, Just like my witchy side and shit. I love it tbh, i feel like i have control in my life and i'm just hoping this is working out. I'm trying out the script method of manifestation. lets gooo! i can already feel it working too! i might also trying 55x5 just to make sure of things.

Oh comic con updateeeeee! I finally found the parts for my cosplay and i'm doing a star trek cosplay cause fuck yeah, its Lt. Miku or if i can't afford the parts for it, I'll just go as my self insert. I'm hoping to do it in the tng style, I'm getting a prop phaser and a prop com badge that actually beeps when pressed. I'm manifesting that too so i'll do that 55x5 method.

Oh right my tarot reading i did this morning, i'm thinking of pivoting to using a app on my phone, its called trusted tarot.

ok lets get started and all are upright! the cards are the devil, the magician and the world. Basically my understanding is i gotta control my emotions when bad things happen, i am in control of my enviroment and the world is working in my favor. i did this reading on the 17th but i think it still applies. i think this is a really positive reading tbh.

much love,

xoxo