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Despite my best considerations a targeted ad finally got me. i found myself actually joining a group of beta testers for a new game called SBURB_00. stupid name but i was promised something i just could not go and see if it was true. tragically i was assaulted immediately by some role players trying to convince me they were an alien. showing "proof" of their alien self and everything. one is more explicit looking than the other but regardless it seems idiotic to just accept this as truth. feels as if im the only one questioning it at the moment. the others have just accepted it as fact and moved on. i see no reason why i should just follow along, theres no actual proof they are aliens besides some images that could easily be faked.

i didnt sign up to be the voice of reason in a chat full of people so willing to give into a group delusion like this. if they all can accept the existence of aliens based off weird text patterns and some photos then i wouldnt be surprised if some of them still might believe in santa clause because they met him in a mall. Besides insisting they are aliens the roleplayers seem relitvely normal. well at least the one that ive had interactions with. normal and agreeable, a rarity in humans how much of a fool i was to not look to the stars for more comfort. not like this town has any in it.

maybe im just too jaded to indulge in the whimsy of believing in this interplanetary communications for loner than just a moment. either way i wont be beliving in the existence of aliens having direct and easy communications with us earthlings just yet. maybe ill be convinced soon but so far ive had no reason to compromise my convictions for these celestial cohorts. ha. ill keep this updated if my stance does change.

[Edit]
seems i was wrong. i am not so stubborn i am not able to change my perspective on things once new information is provided. These roleplayers are actual aliens, strangely they are very similar to humans. there is some bits of doubt in me still but not enough for me to keep insisting they are not aliens. gods save me if this memo proves other mythical creatures real.


-Zena