16.05.2025 Friday

00:18

My room is pitch black at night, other than the barely showing, shapeless light of the glow in the dark stars on my ceiling. Ive never been in such pitch black before. Immidiately, one starts hallucinating random shapes. Your brain tries to construct your room off of memory - everything just a little off. Fascinating. Comforting, in a way.

Today my SAT scores come out. And then me, Soybean, and Emo will hang out together. Gir has Prom. I feel too rested after talking to amino, as if that was my sleep itself. There is no urge to fall alseep now. My body acts a bit different in perceived safety. I want to sleep on my room's floor. Ill sleep right where the cheese once was, to assert dominance.

Dearest as she was, she never saw me at my brightest,

however when that happens,

pray to never take me