The next place

Just want to share a few things.

I went to the Crystal Springs Rhododendron Garden and it was absolutely breathtaking.  11/10

I had a job interview today.  It went ok but I'm not sure it's the best fit.  But it was my first interview after being out of the job market for five years so it was good practice.  I was actually really impressed with the interviewer, she did a great job, and it seems like a good company too.

I tried a new kind of hot sauce today but I can't remember exactly what it was called in Spanish.  I'm not going to butcher it here.  It was pretty good though.

Lately I think I've been growing afraid of change, but I know that change is inevitable, and I know that it can lead to some really good things.  So I've decided that rather than being afraid of it, I'm going to be curious about it.  For example, if I have to move out of this apartment, I can be curious about the next place I am going to, or the next person to be happy here.  I can enjoy the process of packing and cleaning and moving.  Decorating my new place.  Having friends over to make it feel like home.  And imagine the next person who lives here is doing the same thing, and be happy for them.  If what I have is a gift, then by giving it up, it can be a gift to someone else.  I don't know that I'm moving or anything but when I considered it, it made me sad, so I got to thinking.

Well tomorrow is another special day.  There will never be another day exactly the same, so I might as well enjoy it.  I hope you do too.