dear blog
it is currently 12/05/2025 at 00:31 am, and after my last blog entry, many changes happened,
i continued with therapy and antidepressants as well as other anxiety help for a long time, and it helped me alot! i can go outside regularly now, and i even made new friends and took up exercising! it feels weird reading my entries from all the way now. i finally came back to spacehey to help relieve my thoughts.
even though i have new friends now, the fear still lingers in my mind that history will repeat itself, that i will be hurt again and to not get attached, and im afraid that fear will never leave my mind.
but for now, im trying my best to enjoy the present, even though i still feel remnants of that time latch onto me like a weaker parasite
my finals are due next week, so wish me luck!
peace, love and therapy,
chen
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DAUGHTEROFTHESTARS
Life can have take many turns, so you can never expect something in the future to be as you think. Live the present and adjust yourself slowly while life takes you on your path :).
Kell satux
bad times will come eathier way so as the good times life is a painting it cant be all black and it cant be all white both of them creat the art