guarded

Truth be told, I don't just have a sword - I have a shield too.  It would be nice to set this thing down once in a while—the shield.  And remove all my armor.  Maybe even let my hair down.. yeah, I'd really like to surrender it all.  I wanna let go.  I wanna go deep.  I wanna get free.  I wanna get naked.  I wanna wave a white flag.