2025.05.10

[3:00pm] i went to the cardiologist on Monday and they said it was not in fact a heart attack, but a pulmonary embolism. Meaning the clot didn't stop in my heart, it went into my lungs. I'm pretty sure when I wrote my entry the day I had that little attack in math I said I thought it was a pulmonary embolism, so i guess i was right lol. they are gonna do more testing on the 23rd to make sure im okay though. its weird though because i never had chest pain or anything, but yet again i have a really high pain tolerance so idk. like when i got a 2nd degree burn on half of my arm it didn't hurt at all, only stung a little like when you're in the sun too long. speaking of the sun, it feels so much like summer today and i love it. everything outside looks like my profile and it is so amazing. i went on a walk with my dad and my dog, and we saw a big snake as well as some ducklings. my dog went swimming in the creek near our house and it was great. and my dad made me a sandwich as i played work at a pizza place which was cool also. and this morning i called to refill my bloodthinners all by myself :)) usually my mom does it for me but she just stopped suddenly without telling me so i was a little late ordering it so I'm only taking half the dose until it's ready for me to pick up. hopefully that doesn't make me clot for the billionth time lol. for my appointment on the 23rd, i have to be there at 6:30am which my parents don't wanna wake up for so i have to go by myself :c i will be shirtless too because they are doing an ultrasound on my heart and lungs so that will be awkward. i have another appointment on the 15th as well but i think that's just to get some vaccines for college or something like that. today i drew a lot and played a lot of roblox and it has been very fun. i only have two days left of high school :)) im excited because on my last day, tuesday, there is going to be a slipping slide and a bounce house and food trucks and a big waterfight :D it's our senior prank or something. idk whos paying for it but it sounds fun haha