Didn't I titled it Gosh before

I didn't have much hope from the very beginning, I suspected it's just my luck, but now maybe it's my fate! Oh what can I do! Of course you and me just accept it, nothing more than that, it really is just that much! I never understand why people go against their own flesh and try to morph it to fit someone else's standard, it's frustrating I know! Not being accepted into the group of people you look up to, that happened to me, that happens to everyone, nobody is perfect, I hate that quote, it stands true only when you know someone, so is everybody else perfect!! What does, I believe in you, even mean at this point, in this economy! You trust a person that much! That person being me! Impossible! You should never trust me, because what you'll get is only madness and freedom from my lack of interest, it's not awful the first time, but the second and the third, you might as well just leave me for good like the rest of my old friends! It ain't a blessing to not have friends, what made the typical to think like that!!