too hungry to be prey

frankly i have this unshakeable wish to be chased. stalked even, to be a little scared because someone knows more about me than i thought they would. but it's never going to happen. i am the stalker in question, i am the wolf. i know more than i let on. i seek whatever i don't know and always find out. i want what i can't have, in part because i'm just not all that - and also because i'm simply too aware. 

i guess in a way it's out of a need for validation. if he knew my secrets and he liked me even then, that not only saves me a lot of explaining but it also proves the validity of his attraction. in a way i basically want to date me, in another body. (preferably brunette) lol.