Idk..

I've been noticing that I pick up a lot of habits from people I stop talking too.

The first thing I think of when I think about that is. A had a friend. We stopped talking a few months ago.

Ever since I've started to write more punctually. More correctly. For example, when I write in my own language, it's a language with the Cyrillic alphabet but a lot of people write with Latin letter. Because of him I started writing correctly. On top of that I've just adopted kind of his way of writing.

I don't know why or how but when I write messages to someone I always think that I sound like him.

After that, I had another friend. He used "frfr" and "real" really often. While I don't write them as often as he did. I've been using them quite a bit. Mind you, I never used them before him so.

And from my last girlfriend. Or to be more specific only girlfriend lol.

After breaking up, we talked for one last time and she told me that's she's been drinking a lot of energy drinks since we broke up and hasn't slept much.

I've slowly started noticing that within me too. Instead of energy drinks I drink coffee though. Tbh might just start drinking like 9 coffees a day, bro. I don't give a fuck anymore to be honest.

What the fuck are nine coffees, I drink 3 and feel nothing. Maybe if I drink 9 I will? Or maybe I'll get a heart attack first. I win both ways lol

Ngl what I've noticed when I drink coffee is. When I think of her I just get the urge to drink it. I feel like that's because it tastes like shit and it kind of makes me forget what I was thinking about but also because, if I drink too much coffee I'll die bro.

Or suffer heavy consequences lol. So I feel like it's just one of my ways of coping with the whole situation.