"i will never believe in anything again"

Currently listening to Folie à Deux for like the 5th time ever, so that's why the title is that. I love this album more than anything. I found out that I can listen to full albums on Youtube Music so I've been doing that recently.

I'm getting sick of getting questions like, "do you like any boys?" "Hows ur love life?" I don't like anybody at school, which is what I say and it's true, nobody at my school attracts my attention at all, I'll glance at girls but it's never anything serious, just an admiration. This girl who I've dubbed "MCR girl" in my digital art class is the only one I'll be looking at because she's super cool and i badly wanna speak to her but I'm shy. I threw her a note on Friday at lunch, explaining my situation. I don't know if she got it since nothing has happened really. 

Also, I finished TBOSAS, I don't remember if I mentioned that. It was insanely sad at the end and I've been obsessed all week. Unfortunately I can't say anything because my gf is on the first book and I dont want her so be spoiled. Ouggggghhh. What else has happened... 17 more days until school ends. I have no big plans for summer, just to apply for a job at the donut shop nearby and see My Chem in July. I'm excited though to be home and just do nothing. I hate this school year and nothing good happened. I made a few friends I guess but nothing good has happened besides like, my personal life and being eligible for a scholarship program. I will make junior year different though. Since I'm used to the environment I can adapt better and feel like I belong, and not feel stuck as a new kid forever. Anyways, I'll blog another time. two songs have already passed while I wrote. I'm currently on Tiffany Blews, an amazing song with so much energy I highly recommend. I love Fall Out Boy sigh.