maybe I am...

Gratefully, I have no fears about where all this is going.  Whichever roads are taken, whatever portals I go through, I know where they all lead to.  Those possibilities, I've seen them; snapshots in my mind, visions of Now from other moments.   Memories of past, future, and some alternative present.  What is it all besides light rearranged in some way?    Simply put, time and space are only ideas on which I glide upon.  I've come to realize I have no idea most times what's lurking around the corner, what the terrain has set out for me, nor do I have much control over such things.   Still there's a sort of inner compass, and I trust that which is in resonance to appear on my radar at any given time.  Even in the most mundane moments, there's this spark.  I call it divinity.   Always something guiding, planting ideas, yet it's all still me.  Say - it's possible I don't need to fear being Higher Power's plaything.  Beyond knowing it's all from Love, it's also Me choosing and playing too, even on that Higher level.  Now that I think about it, I doubt the Divine wants to change or erase any part of me.  Aren't I perfect how I was made?