hug

today i received a really nice hug And i wish it had lasted longer but it didn’t it’s the kind that envelops you i wish people were touchier with me but also I’ve been reflecting a lot lately and i also don’t want that at all I reserve most my touch for mi media naranja but idk things are strangely clear yet so confusing lately I’m not sure what to do I’m kinda testing the water and seeing if i can handle the current hehe see what i did there but idk i think i may be too weak but if anything my big mouth will say something im feeling straight buns but also like that big stupid giddy emoji but strangely indifferent its like pemdas it cancels out and all I’m left to do is thinking about thinking anyways ver y unproductive day i have a great habit of getting distracted and doing whatever raghhh i got some pants tho at the thrift store — i learned about some interesting things a few days back And im inspired to read as much as i can and its so annoying i dont have much time for it