There's a small part of me that wants to shave my head,…

But EVERY. FUCKING. TIME. I cut it something goes sideways in my life. I've used my hair as a coping mechanism for years, but now I can't.

I'm trying to grow it out.

1, for myself.

2, for pagan/spiritual reasons.

3, to honor my dad.

I'm trying to be better and not feel overwhelmed, but shit has been fucking rough lately.