The beginning of a new era...

After much thought, I've decided to continue as before. Honestly, I don't want to change. I hate the trends of my generation and, in general, their way of being. I don't want to be a trendsetter or ignorant. Also, I have a kind of panic or fear of being around people, especially if they're people I don't really trust. It's been like this since I was a child; I've always been quite shy. The only way I'll have friends in real life is if I magically find someone like me, which I see as impossible... By the way, I remembered that before, I don't know why: at least 1 girl liked me when they put me in a class, now I think I only seem attractive to men... Well, continuing, I'm starting to strongly believe that I suffer from some kind of depression, or something like that, at least once a day I get depressed, I always think about negative things even if I don't want to, there are times when I'm so happy and then I'm so sad, all this has been happening to me since 2022... I'm sick of it. Well, in short, I'll go back to being the same as in 2024, only now I have an iPod and not an MP3 player from 2006, oh, and now I don't use a horrible laptop anymore... Well, the only thing I really want is love, and in general, to be comforted, although if that happened: I would stop writing so many blogs... Anyway, I'll keep updating this until I stop being unhappy or get bored of this.