By myself, but not so much

I am not learning... In both directions. I am not learning from my mistakes, since I already wasted two days and a half by not studying and I am also literally not learning, since you have to study to achieve that.

Maybe trying to start with the "worst" subject was a bad idea, principally with a history of procrastination, but anyways I still have a half day in front of me and will use this post as accountability, no way this could go wrong... lol.

Buut at the beginning it did function well last time and now it only has to work for today and tomorrow, since because in Monday I will have to go to school, which means that I won´t need to find internal motivation (I also need to expand my English vocabulary, but let´s leave this to the future :P). 

I need to try to reactivate my "Productivity" era (I know that it only worked because it also was fueled by external motivation, but I have to learn to do it without this right now, at least for around 10 days). The only thing that (sadly) came back from that "era" are the insects lol I had a nightmarish shower Wednesday (woke up really soon to not disturb the "shower hourplan" of everyone... There was an insect that could fly in the bathroom, maybe it was dead, but I didn´t had the courage to look closer, the water was really cold at the beginning and I kept looking through the curtain to look if the insect was still still, but it was hard to see its state after the lights went out) and today I just saw that there is a kinda big web on my doorjamb, almost "hit" it with my face. This is probably the closest thing to being productive that happened in my room in these days, I wasn´t aware of how fast spiders could do their webs (and I don´t even want to imagine how big this one might is and where it could be hiding... After taking a photo I will remove this web before I start another day "hitting" my face on a spider :P).

I thing that´s it, now let´s take the photo and try to focus in studying. Seriously, the tests are really close now and they are extremely important for my life, after that I can think all I want about what I see in the mirror (I also do need to do well on these tests to be able to afford botox and such in the future). I think that´s it, wish you an insect-arachnid-free day (unless you are, like, an entomologist :P) and byee!! :).

Music of now: Cackletta´s Theme (remix).