୭ 🧷 ✧ ˚.!! nothing at all

(slight vent warning)

ive been feeling quite strange lately, i suppose i always feel a bit strange but i feel a specific type of strange right now. I guess i just feel like a bit off, and like everything i do doesn't have much purpose at all, i feel boring, i feel kind of pointless. I swear my mind switches on a dime and i might feel completely different tomorrow, but when i feel like something, it feels infinite, it feels like it will never go away. I tend to do things without thinking, i tend to make mistakes i tend to hurt people, and i think sometimes all that self hatred turns into a numbness, where i kinda feel like nothing at all. Its like that feeling of having nothing good to say, but it takes over your entire mind. Im nothing new, im nothing interesting, im nothing, 

there's no point.