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One of the things that has bothered and hurt me the most in my life is that so many people have treated me badly and insulted me unnecessarily... even my own family has done it, and every time I think about this; I feel a strong pain in my heart. Am I someone quite sensitive? Maybe... the truth is, I'm sick of all that, I've never understood why everyone is such a son of a bitch to me. I'm not someone bad, I always try to help those in need and I'm not someone rude, I'm neutral... they have said disgusting, obscene, rude and offensive things to me, like if I'm a girl for having long hair or how they wanted to grope me or hit me... or even call me a "faggot". I'm sick of people, they always treat me so badly... everyone....
Why have so many people treated me so badly?
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arian00
People walk all over you. You’ve maybe been conditioned to let them. if not, nobody takes you serious or cares. I’m extremely sensitive (mainly in attitude and tone) and anything can throw me off. I dont really know why and cant guess because i dont know your life. But all ill say is its not your fault. maybe there was a moment you thought it was but seriously. Everybody around you is probably smart enough to have (or feign) some decency. You’re just surrounded by horrible people, i guess. Its shit, you know? Sometimes it seems like the only thing you were put on the earth for was to be the laughing stock. youre not, you know. reject it. or fucking try to. im trying to. its slow, its painful, but something may blossom, one day. Youre cool. I can assure you, youre probably really cool. dont listen to them. theyre wankers
In 2024, I tried to be like that, and currently, with the end of my last and only friendship, as well as my last attempt at having friends, I'm getting back to that. At least where I am now, the situation is better. I've realized that several classmates and other students have a kind of "admiration" towards me. It's weird because all of them are younger than me. Others see me as just another person, and others think I'm just another weirdo. But it's better. Before, they harassed me, made fun of me behind my back, insulted me, and even touched me. The truth is, I've changed a lot since last year, and I've thought a lot about two things: changing completely and being someone else, or continuing to be myself and ignoring others like before. I'll continue as before, and that's it.
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youre doing good. hope you know that
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Thanks, men. :D
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