Unrespectable needs

From me, I want a good friend and good people around me, they doesn't have to be rich or famous I just need a friend like everybody has! Is growing up really all about relationships and drinking and slipping classes! Because they all sound like it is that way when they reminiscence about it and retell it to me! Must've been so fun, I'm not wasting my years I mean, my prime isn't now and definitely not tomorrow! I'm greedy and selfish, what I have is enough, the bare minimum, just the way you've always wanted! Wasting my time to look through life and describing it like hell, I don't have people going against my throat and threatening me! I just have to wait and see, if it really goes the same for everyone, or I'll be the first to say it isn't like that! One person in my house is mad and then I'll be thinking I'm going insane for this!