First Blog: S.M “the beginning”

this one is to the people. hello, i hope you all are doing alright. i’m here to capture and create some firsts and lasts and talk about them.

a little about me, i’m twenty. 

a loner, antisocial af

artist & poet

love reading!

i like music/writing & dancing

any pronouns (born female tho)

okay, here i go:

in life i found my best friend. my fav person, the only person i ever trusted to learn me & i can’t put my feelings into the right words for them. we found ourselves in a relationship back in 2022, it wasn’t long.. 4 months or so.. we then went no contact & then got back together, another 4 months.. that time it was bc of me & distance that was created. we went a few months no contact again, and while we were in no contact, i missed both my best friend & my partner. they returned and it was like walking on eggshells, watching what i say/do. eventually we decided, after some time apart, that we can still be friends. & though society today has this outlook on friends after dating, or whatever, i believe we, starlight— my best friend, ex.. etc, and i will defy all odds of the stereotypes held against us. 

this person, starlight, is the BEST thing that i could have ever asked for in this life, they are my peace, my home. i had this idea for us to write to each other, the way communication was before we discovered the technology and phones etc. so this will be one of the many ways we communicate, without using our phones and the main social media platforms. 

this may be the end, or the beginning, we shall find out in due time. 

thank you for reading, & starlight, if you’re reading this, i love youuu

- Synn(er)