Writer prolems

Yesterday, I looked over a bit of my writing ( something I've been trying to work on for nearly ten years now, through trial and fucking error ) and it feels disheartening to see that I've barely done anything with it.

I only managed to write "8,710 words" which is essentially just a few pages.

I'm not going to sit here and say that outside factors are to blame, because a good portion of it does fall on me for not focusing more on the task.

This is a passion. But I can't find the energy to pursue it.

I wanted to share my stories with people, and invite people into my worlds that I took time crafting. But it feels like I really shouldn't bother, but I know that's just trauma talking.

Delving into my art should be celebrated and even if I never really put it out there, getting it out and onto paper for just myself should be the goal.

I really want to work on my art, and teach myself to draw. I cannot keep making excuses.