#girlblogging

i disappear for days and come back acting like nothing happened

i take things personally even when i know its not about me. how could it not be

i romanticize someone who is older than me and then get sad when they dont live up to my fake vrsion of them

i ignore texts for 4 days and then get offended no one missed me

i say "i dont care" but then spiral about it in my notes app

i think having a messy room is part of my personality arc (and it kinda is)

i self isolate like its a hobby then complain about being lonely

i chase mystery and then get anxious when people are mysterious back 

protected my peace so hard i only fw 3 people

reread my diary and think, "damn, this bitch is spitting facts"

stay gone. be unseen, be unavailable, be unheard of. dsappear

intuitive