moreschool

i hate ai but i also hate ai detectors after my sophmore english teacher gave me a 0 on an assignment because it was flagged when i did NOT use ai. i just have a weird vocabulary and turn of phrase. leave me alone i barely even knew what chatgpt was atp. my yearbook advisor came up to me after that happened and was like If ur ever struggling in class… and i was like NO i literally did not even use ai!!!!!! for me it wasnt even about the grade it was the dignity like i Cannot let teachers think i am like this. i couldnt prove my innocence but enough parents complained that she just gave us our points back. anyways this was two years ago and she retired anyways so it doesnt matter. fun fact yearbook advisor ended up getting investigated and now he teaches juniors instead of freshman

yesterday i woke up in agonizing pain and skipped school with parental consent. i worry sometimes that im getting too used to just not going, but to be fair ive worked my ass off these past years and i kinda think i deserve a break. senioritis is real and it catches on when you least expect it. anyways today i turned in my hw that was due yesterday (because i was not there) but she put it in as a 0 because my absence was unexcused. so now i need my mom to call and then to talk to my teacher again so she can put the grade in. so basically i think i shouldve just sucked it up yesterday and took a ton of pain meds instead of laying in bed all day. honestly not even that bad or stressful of a situation but i hate talking to teachers. im always so awkward im horrible at talking to anyone with any kind of authority over me. its literally not even that serious honestly but my heart thinks i am actively dying

i keep forgetting theres still ap testing and finals left. im so done i cant even bring myself to think about frqs or the p-value of psychological studies or literary devices or or or. i dont think ive ever cared less in my entire academic career

i think all i ever talk about is school. theres really not much else going on in my life. i wonder how easily identifiable or doxxable i am based on my blog posts. probably very. xoxo