i just remembered this time in elementary school when i had edamame for lunch and this girl was like “what r u eating” and i said “its edamame theyre soy beans” and then she INSISTED they were lima beans and that i was wrong. as if i didnt know what i was eating and i hadnt been eating it for years. why even ask if ur just gonna try to make me look like an idiot. idk this is just a random memory t... » Continue Reading
i saw ptv last night!!!!! it was so good omfg. these noises may startle u in ur sleep into hell above was sooooo omfg. ive had death of an executioner stuck in my head all day. also kellin quinn sounded crazy good live and king for a day with both of them should be considered a wonder of the world. beach weather was the opener and idk their music very well but they sounded great too. i screamed so... » Continue Reading
i really forget how weird and supposedly bad my music taste actually is until my friends r on aux and its like normal music, the stuff i imagine u hear on the radio. idk what exactly they play now bc i only ever listen to the alt radio but. anyways. point is i can never be on aux bc everyone will immediately be like LOLLL what is this and then i will feel embarrassed and jump out the car window. i... » Continue Reading
i deff need a new pfp bc my hair doesnt even look like that anymore. i mean its still emo but now its blue and longer and im prob gonna dye it black anyways. maybe i have said this before maybe i havent but i kinda hate having colorful hair. im too lazy to upkeep and im tired of everything needing to match blue and i dont think anyone appreciates having a blue bathtub. i think i might only like gi... » Continue Reading
watched whip it 2009. i love elliot page bc i can imagine all the weird girl characters he played are actually trans guys who havent realized it yet and i love roller derby but i will never play it ever. the most sporty i will ever be is in skating and even then i suck balls but thats ok. ohh right also i graduated like 2 days ago. yayy i think? ive been out of school for less than a week and im a... » Continue Reading
i realize this is all i talk abt but im literally graduating a week from now omfg. like im done with all my finals the grades have been completed IM FREE even though technically theres still school and they threatened to withhold our diploma if we skip apparently but also how would they even enforce that. so anyways yay time to go to community college bc im broke. im going to miss my free canva pr... » Continue Reading
just watched the new final destination. so good. on the way there a bunch of garbage bags started flying out of a truck in front of us and i thought i was about to live it out. live as in die brutally the guy with piercings kinda sounded like aaron paul. my friends kept looking over at me when he. spoiler alert. gets bent in half cz of his dick piercing. ive gotten piercings stuck on a shirt and a... » Continue Reading
oopss i havent been active. there is no real reason honestly im just so lazy the end of senior year is simultaneously busy and also super nothing. prom was like a little bit ago but it was funn all i wanted them to play the whole time was yeah by usher and they did. i wore a dress but it looked really nice so it was worth it i guess. i took my last ap exam ever today (it was psych i love psych and... » Continue Reading
arghhhh im sure i sound like a broken record but to be fair there is little going on in my life outside of school rn. tomorrow is the ap lit exam and i truly do believe i will bomb it. terrified of frq 3. if i cant use like frankenstein or macbeth or the yellow wallpaper or maybe 1984 i will throw up and pass out and die. to be fair that probably covers most prompts but still. i think the fact tha... » Continue Reading
i only keep myself this sick in the head cause i know how the words get you off ugh pete wentz i need to see inside ur brain prom so soon eek! im going to dye my hair dark blue cause i know itll look good, i have leftover hairdye from before, and im bored. also, im wearing a dress. its not how i pictured my prom but it looks nice and it gets me out of dealing with a disappointed mom. i figured out... » Continue Reading
i want to dye my hair omfg. i dont like dying my hair bright colors bc i hate having to match all my clothing to it but i am so boredd of the blond. i dont rllyy want to dye it all black yet cause i didnt go through all the effort of bleaching my hair just to cover it completely. i think dark blue might be a good choice? or maybe a dark red? i tried bright red once and didnt like it, just doesnt l... » Continue Reading
ughh i skipped drinking a monster yesterday and i paid the price in full today. horrible withdrawal headache right in the middle of my physics quiz. combined with the random chest pains ive been getting maybe this is a sign that i should stop drinking caffeine. my body seems like its deteriorating faster than it should lol anyways i drank some coffee and took a nap and i still feel kinda off but a... » Continue Reading