i jjust want to scREAM

NOTHING is good enough

nothing makes me feel good and i stay in my shitty house and i look out the window and i see the people and the clouds and the joy and i can't even step outside

this shitty shitty shitty shitty life i fucking hate my life oh my god i hate my life and i hate every aspect of this 

there is not one part of my life that is actually good and that's why

that's why.

UGH OH MY GOD THIS IS THE WORSTG

seriously. SERIOUSLY! NOTHING IN MY LIFE IS GOOD.

i'm not even joking.

there is not one, not one aspect in my real life that is good.

how have i not died yetttttttttttttttttttttgghjigki;giiuihbgg

uuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg barf this sucks

i just need to start locking myself in my room again omfgggggggggggggggggggg

but i have an interview for once

this is my chance

fuck do you really want to start this shit again, right now? why not just wait for the interview to not work out?

uuuuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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i'm so tired of my fuckass life