Sometimes

Sometimes I just....I just feel like im going to have to cry for a long time until I find HIM. Is that why I miss my ex because im in pain? Is it so hard to not feel the want for the men I used to know and love. I wonder if all women feel this way, sometimes I want to text them maybe not be in a relationship with them again but...I also wanna feel him hold me again we don't have to be in love I just want someone to hold me I want too feel safe and content in someones arms I want the feeling of knowing that in those arms I feel happy, that in that moment everything is okay. Sometimes I just wanna be held again. I have dreams of The One holding me I feel the skin on his arms, I feel when he squeezes me, I feel the warmth of his body..and then I wake up alone and realize that i'm only ever truly happy in my dreams while i'm home in his arms. Will I ever find someone who will truly love me? Will I find someone who I will truly love who i wont fall out of love with?...I guess I have to wait to find out even if it takes forever.