Angriest I've been this year so far

Date: 22 april 2025 

I'm genuinely losing it. Why does my brother get so mad over such small things? I don't get it.

I took the towel from the bathroom upstairs and he got so pissed that I didn't replace it, cs I couldn't. I couldn't find the towels and neither mom nor dad new where they were.

He doesn't think it's fair that I don't have to empty the dishwasher since I'm in school and he has to since he doesn't study or work. He thinks I'm spoiled by our parents, meanwhile they have given him a car, a house in the garden and an enormous amount of money to cover his debts, debts he gets into bcs he takes loans to spend the money on cigarettes, alcohol, gas and fancy food. I'm not even exaggerating or trying to be mean, it's the truth. 

Our parents let me get the house in the garden after he had it, he trashed the whole place. He filled it to the brim with alcohol and food, it was so bad he stopped wanting to be there. He also stopped everyone else from finding out what it looked like by locking the door and refusing to open it. Eventually my mom got an extra key and cleaned the place out, even though my brother had been talking abt how he will do it for months. It took days to clean it, I helped. Still there are alcohol stains and damages from him smoking inside. He never said thank u, I never feel like he appreciates the sacrifices we make for him. And I say "we" cs I do include myself as well as my parents. I spend time cleaning up after him, hiding alcohol from him, paying for him and still he complains twice as much as me abt how things are unfair for him. I don't really even get mad at him (except on rare occasions such as this one) cs I'm to busy feeling sorry for him, everyone is. If grandma had it her way he would be kicked out the house.

Anyway, I started school today. And I've got a banger gift I'm gonna give to the guy I like on Friday, well actually it might be two or three gifts depending on how u view it. 

- Elliot