Wait Guys It's Okay

I mean I'm still gonna choose to be unhealthy and hide my feelings and all that, but like at this point I think I'm gonna be able to do it without being miserable :3 I can do it and not have to be aware that I'm doing it :3 

I remember the last time I was "unhealthy" all I did was think about it and revolve my life around it. I think if I try again today, I can do it without hyperfocusing on it. I won't weigh myself at every hour, I won't count any calories, I won't even panic if I overeat on some occasions, and I'll just eat halos my entire life. Cheese and mandarins :3 Yeah :P 

DON'T even think about doing what I do, it's cringe, and will make you less cool :3