Ok that title's ass

I'm tired of pretending I'm smart, Infront of my self or others! Hello I'm, bla bla bla, just shut up already you moron! Did you not notice nobody cares about your embarrassing speech! Your fat ugly mouth can not produce use! It's all waste! All those times you've wasted is utterly pointless! No good use, not even pretty, just some scum bag, no friends no good grades no good relationship no no nothing! An empty shell, so bizarre, so obnoxious! Stand back and keep pretending! Lower your head and tell yourself, I'm so mad, because at the end of the day, nobody can tell if you are actually regretting or just like that! You cant understand why you are like this! Is the reason, the answer, so hard to find!