FUCK | 4/16/25

regrets

i have many

today is one

gonna try to make sure that tomorrow isn't another

i don't have the time or patience to write out my day so i'll just go ahead and say the punchline.

i have an exam tomorrow. it's important.

i did not study as much as i should've today because i thought i had more time and energy than i did. in other words, i procrastinated.

annnnnnnd then when i got home i just splurged on youtube

why am i an actual fucking child

i COULD have put aside cleaning my room and going to a band practice to study for this and then have ample time at the end of the day to chill.

but NO. i just had to go and get distracted by a ton of shit that wasn't even that worthwhile.

it's only 10:30 p.m right now but i'm going to try to actually wake up early tomorrow because if i try to study now it will literally go at snail's pace because i'm so tired. i've taken precautions to avoid repeating the past. this will work. i need about 3 hours to fully study for this test. 2 hours to finish unit 17 and 1 hour to put units 16 and 17 together. it'd also be nice if i had half an hour to do another particularly important assignment.

so i'm setting my alarm for 6 and praying this goes the way it ought to.

goodnight spacehey,

- francis t.