Life Update for future me

My parents are divorced, my mom's in the hospital and i've been without therapy for months. GOOD NEWS is that ive been doing better than I thought I would. The reality of my situation hasn't set in yet, because I would've thought I would have a melt down by now.

I cant chat much, but just know life is sucky. Yet somehow im not feeling all that bad or depressed! so yay! i just want to go to therapy lowkey.