Belhhj:p

Someone please help me, words of comfort, gifts, anything! This is just not right! I be planing something like, I will lift today, and then get hit with cramps and the oh I'm not free today, it sucks! They will be saying that I'm special or talented and the person saying that is my mother, the woman that my father hates so much, always caring too much I hate and I cant do anything! I'm not special, I'm not nice, I'm not attractive, they only treat me nice because I'm not their enemy and they are usually the nice and humble people that I dislike, like no hate but if you're humble in this economy you'll probably get crushed or something! Be nice and study hard and a good kid will ruin your adult life, but what can I say, I'm just some uneducated minor, a minority, some that is not worth the time!! In middle school, you know it's gonna be bad and all the young adults say that, like damn it! Stop making my future sound horrible you don't know it! I font know it either! I don't even hope, I just wait in boredom and at the same time in excitement, I have no clue what I'm doing!