Is this permanent to you?

  i know were in high-school but, i want you forever. Please dont let this end like yoir other relationships because i know ill wait for you again. I cant hande it again. Fuck i love you more then anything i can currently think of. 

  If you are just fucking around this time, why does it feel so real? I miss us more then anything. Dont let me down this time. I know im giving you all this attention rn so please do go once it slows. Im trying my hardest to meet your expectations but i cant handle it forever. 

  i look for you in everything, your initials, name, colors. Everything. When we were apart i looked us up on the unsent project and idk if any of them were yours but god, i hope so.