We could fix this.

Even after everything that had happened, I know that none of it was entirely your fault. Yet, I am still so hurt that I haven't been able to eat. Every time I get up, I almost pass out. You told me that you would hurt me so much more if you did not leave now, but it was a lie. Nothing will ever amount to how bad this hurts.

I had so many nightmares in one night alone, I woke up shaking and feeling so anxious that I would almost get sick. I know deep down we can fix this if you would just talk to me. We could reset everything. Start as friends again and work from there. But this time, we actually change and we do things differently. This is mostly my fault, I'll admit that. Just please, I need you. I love you.

We can fix this if you come back.