The uncertainty of the human emotion

Walking down to see the rest of your family for a bit and talking or more known as taking orders but then you run outside after doing something and they've completely changed! Like any person would! I just don't like it, I'll be jumping in joy and peaking at the people doom scrolling on their little devices and oh they're are the ones that told me to get off that thing but look now! Of course people do this, any living being needs to rest but damn it! Everyone just ignores me and even for the smallest amount of time, I hate it! Maybe I am still that youngest child needing attention every moment if possible, that fact grosses me out! I need more then family members or teachers, I really need friends, real friends or any person that is not related to me at my age, it sucks to be alone but not really or truly alone!