Sort of a vent

So, i'm not one to usually vent abt things publicly, bu i kinda just wanted a space to write all this down and sort through my thoughts.

I have two irl friends i'm debating if I still want to hang out with. I'll call them A and B for simplicity sake.

A little about them: A is really into KPop. Like, its his favorite thing. He's a pretty good friend, and this post is really less about him. He's pretty bad at scheduling hangouts, and is way too invested in giving his gf all his time, but hey thats not my right to tell him what to do.

Now onto B.....I've known him since middle school, and he's always been a bit weird but me too. my mom knows him too so it kinda cemented the eventual friendship.I wont go on to divulge much about him, but he does like a manga called Made In Abyss, which i've been told is kinda gross with the kid characters, but i've never read it so I can't confirm either.

Anyways, this is more something that's built for a while, but i'll list a few of the things that really irked me.

I'm really into project sekai, probably one of my biggest fixations currently. I talk about it alot in my daily life, and I love telling my friends about it because I want to share my enjoyment with them! However everytime i mention it, B specifically seems to ignore me. A isn't much better, but he tries to respond sometimes. Meanwhile B will stay silent before going "So..anyways" which is something we usually say jokingly when we dont know what else to say and want to move on. Now that wouldn't usually be a big deal, i get not really knowing what to say when someone infodumps, but he does it alot. Sometimes he'll even say "Okay and?" in a really condescending tone that just makes me not want to talk anymore.

Another thing is, Project Sekai is getting a movie, and I asked if they wanted to see it with me, but they never responded so ofc I made plans with another irl. When i talked about it, A mentioned wanting to see 'The Miku movie', which kinda bugs me bc its not JUST about Miku, and people expecting only Miku will be disappointed, but again, not my place to complain. I explained I already have plans, and B said 'well, you can always cancel' like no i can't! I made these plans months prior and im not ditching my other irl because you decided you suddenly wanted to go. When i explained that, B backtracked and said 'Yeah, well i never really got into project sekai anyway. like, yeah i like miku but the rest is whatever'. It made me mad, because why would you want to see the pjsk movie if you don't even like the game?? you'd probably be really bored or disinterested.

I don't know, maybe i'm overreacting. I am autistic so I kinda struggle alot with tone, but i'm usually pretty good at picking up most of it.I just wanted to write this all down somewhere so i could kinda organize everything in my head.