Self tanning

So this isn't what my blog is about but I have a confession I use tanning lotion everyday because I want to be darker and not a omg she is dark more like wow you have beautiful skin because my dad is half indian (yes American indian) and he is so dark and I love it and my mom is pasty white and I'm a mix of the 2 already but I want to be darker like my dad so I put tanning lotion every morning and every night after my shower