its 3 am and I cant sleep

im talking to myself in the dark to cope, but I feel unsafe even though theres no reason to feel this way -x-... I never had a fear of the dark but right now it feels so scary. I feel like my old plushies are going to suddenly turn their head at me and look at me. ive left them untouched for so long, and it feels like theyre going to scare me for it at any moment. its so quiet. my dad is making this online gallery kind of thing which theres an old broken tablet in a framework, and sometimes it suddenly plays videos of the noises of a loud crowd and it scares me so much. my only ray of hope is this digital escape and my shark and seal plushies.. perhaps being online is better for me right now. I feel like if I stare at the dark too long it's going to stare back at me and make scary faces.