No clue anymore

He hasn’t come back, safe to assume he either ghosted me, or is dead. I miss him already, even if he was a bit mean sometimes. Life goes on though, can’t dwell on it. I refuse to make the same mistakes as before. If only I wasn’t such an idiot, the one person I could have talked to about anything would still be willing to listen. To anyone reading this, thanks. I hope you are doing well, better than I am. At the very least I can say my grades are alright.