my friend likes the guy i like?? wtf

ummm what fhe flip

SO STORYTIME a few days ago i started to kinda like this guy from another section (which we'll call mars) cuz he keeps staring at my friendgroup and my friend tease me about him liking me (which i dont rlly believe) and i started thinking that hes kinda cute and hes also my type bc he got glasses hahaha but mind u hes actually REALLY fucking ugly and awkward

and then the next day i told a close friend (lets call her blue) about me kinda liking mars, and she was like whaaat thats crazy and then i told my other close friends too and now they keep teasing me about him and uhm he runs away or hide whenever i make eye contact with him and my friends call him out and laugh at him for that (i feel bad cuz hes pwd and got social anxiety too)

ANYWAY blue recently moved on from her crush and found a new crush a few hours later...??!!!? she was chatting in our gc saying "i miss him hahaha" "hes so cute" and a bunch of corny stuff but she didnt wanna say who it is, but my fg does know that the new crush is in the same section as mars. we guessed every1 but she obviously said no to everyone too

so earlier at school, blue already went home and i was with my other close friend (lets call her chlorine), she knew who blues new crush is so i was making chlorine give me hints on who it is and then chlorine ended up telling me who it is AND ITS MARS??! 

actually i was shocked bc blue knows i like mars so what the fuck brother... chlorine said it was because blue likes how mars does a lot of effort just to look at our fg and its crazy bc i liked him for the same reason and blue knows rhat too🥀🥀🥀 i remember one time that blue said to me "dude how did u get a crush on mars from just eye contact??!" as if she doesnt have a crush on him too bc of that....... what a fucking weasel

but its fine theres many fishes in the sea... i like salmon and mackarels bcs theyre yummy and also betta & koi fish bc they sound and look cool lol

currently gaslighting myself that i dont like mars and i just think i like him haha