#30 - DIVINE FEAR

For the first time in my life, I truly fear God. I had always down played my own punishment. I thought we were on the same side and things would turn out fine in the end. But now I'm scared. 

I don't have time to procrastinate my own salvation anymore. I have something to lose now. Such intense feeling... I'm not sure how to process it all since I'm so used to apathy. Right now, all I can do is be the best man I can be and beg for mercy.