i need a job :(

As the time goes by i start to realize that my age is getting a little too serious. Ok, im just 17 but still!! I want to buy stuff for me but I dont have any money besides what my parents give me. I wish I could help with bills or buy a bunch of clothes and decoration for my room. Or even save some money to get a place for myself when I get a little older. But I just can't get A JOB!!!! BECAUSE I HAVE STUPID COLLEGE!!! And I cant even deal with that alone, imagine having to deal with a job and college stuff, i would probably die. And I dont like to say it but i'm really lazy and don't have much to write on my applications for any jobs that pays something worth working for. Being an almost adult is too hard but being a real adult must be way harder so i'll not complain.

Let's get this job!!!!! Let's work at a bookshop!! Or at the theater!!! Those young adults jobs that drain life out of you but gives you enough to survive!!! I hate capitalism!!