Day 14 of getting stoned with scary women

IT WAS CLOSE!!! VERY CLOSE! laziness... it almost took over! But I prevailed! I came out on top, I am writing this blog NOW! Yeah!!! Let's do this shit. I'm hyping myself up rn if you can't tell. Hype me up at home. Keep typing, Moth! Type harder! Tell us about your day! And I'll hype you up! Chat keep uhh reading? This is stupid...

Language - I only did one duolingo lesson and very late in the day. I almost let my goat down... almost... but I would never! I was a bit discouraged by yesterday and I saw a video about learning in general but mostly about language Learning and the dude said you should never make the user feel like WRONG WRONG! YOU FUCKING IDIOT! And I was like okay maybe you're the friend who's too woke there but now I understand! I too am too woke because duo makes me feel stupid, maybe super duolingo is good because you don't run out of lives, a wrong move is never wrong, it's an area of improvement so psychologically you're more motivated. Whatever tho duolingo doesn't help you. I didn't do immersion, some people I follow on twitter are Spanish speaking and I like to try to make out what they're typing and it's a little embarrassing, I'd rather not to do that in the comments the only English person like "excuse me, Miss... I know what tú means and I know what yo means but can you explain?" And some of them are kinda scary icl. I love scary people tho! In real life too! A lot of the women I find myself attracted to are or were scary. I'm drifting tho... i haven't met a scary woman in so long... I've been getting out there again but I only talk to nice women who want to engage in conversation with me. I'll explain maybe in another segment here.

Write - I am an idiot! I forgot to write today! That's what I was supposed to do but I forgot damn. I went out instead. Ohh nooooooooooo

Study//work - I've been doing like a course thing to teach, I did some of that. Light work. I bought some study supplies btw for when i do study for my rewrites as well as some paper and IM SORRY, I DID THE THING. I'm not usually like this, I obviously had to go to the stationery store. To any of you not caught up, I asked one of the cashiers out there and I usually greet her even still because I'm a decent human, if I was an ass I'd be like "10 bucks, pretend to be my boyfriend when we go stationery shopping" and I'd make her think she was the reason I'm a homosexual but I'm not like that, I greet her but this time idk what it was, I didn't greet her, I looked into my shopping bag!!! Maybe she didn't care, I usually try to make myself look like I'm busy whenever I go anywhere and I usually am kinda... I set races and time limits for myself so I'm speedwalking around, checking my phone. You'd think I was late for a meeting. I walked across town in like 5 minutes today! New world record!! I also bought paper.

Read - I haven't read in so long! HELP! I'm lazy I think. I'll read tomorrow.

Cardistry - new category!! Cardistry. I'm learning card tricks. I wanna be like Ricky Jay and i practiced until my fingers hurt. I almost wanted to leave this for the morning but alas, here I am. I mostly refreshed, did some charlier cuts which is like the easiest cut to learn but it's useful because if you stop charlier cut midway there's room for like idk whatever else, let's say you wanna slyly take a card from the center of the deck or do another cool flourish, you can transition into other tricks..

Media - I watched this movie called Funny Games, German film and very good! I enjoyed it, it was somehow really fun and then had some harrowing shots. Blood on the TV screen while NASCAR is playing, that was beautiful. The director expressed a lot of control over the scenes like Making sure you knew what you were supposed and felt what he wanted you to feel.

I watched 2 episodes of Community. One involving Yam, it was a law and order spoof and 10/10 episode! Trobed being gay detectives and the writing is consistently good but in this one it was cranked up to 11. The dialogue was snappy and i loved it. I was belly laughing even more than usual. Then I watched one where ********* died and it was like??? HUH????? THEY WHAT??? it was kinda set up and then it was still surprising. Then the funeral episode and that was crazy. Wasn't the most fond of it which is surprising. I love Chang a lot but sometimes I don't like Chang heavy episodes idk why, he's one of my favorite characters! Whatever though it was still good.

Ramble - I said I'd explain.... uhh something oh yeah women! Here's how to get the ladies to talk to you, go into the weed shop and... that's it. I love it when people talk lots Because I don't but this one cashier, YOURE DOING TOO MUCH, MISS! IDK WHAT YOURE SAYING. she was nice tho! I'm glad i bought from her. I had to go to another store because my usual one was out of the edibles I liked. Im thinking of smoking it tho if something like this happens again. I'm kinda stocked up though! I've got edibles for days. 12 days worth of edibles... that's insane... I'm like a massive stoner that's embarrassing and bad. Whatever though, it's been a while, don't lecture me I lecture myself Enough already, just let me enjoy my high. Im not High rn. New edibles, wanna test out the effects before popping one to sleep esp when my family is home.

Damn I gotta pee. Good night, chat!