Day 13 of pissing

We're back to it! Back to consistency!! Today was still an off day tho. Im going wherever tomorrow so I gotta get on the ball, really lock in yk.

Exercise//Health - let's not talk about that yk. I haven't been very healthy these days and yk what... that's okay! It's good to indulge every so often maybe not replacing entire meals with fucking cake and tarts but there's no cake left so I need to eat actual breakfast tomorrow (kurtis Conner eewwwwwwww sound effect). Oh wait I went walking yesterday! Twas fun! It was still tiring but less tiring than last week. The dude from bojack horseman season 2 finale was right! It DOES get easier. The rain needs to let up a tiny bit because I'm walking in the mountains. It's fun that way I think because you're getting more of a workout due to inclines and shit tho a scenic walk is nice too! I took a walk around like two massive blocks last time and I could've gone again because it was flat but it was relaxing! I played Veteran by JPEGMAFIA tho so wrong vibes.,

Language - more Spanish. Oh boy. When I say off day, I mean it. 63% accuracy on today's duolingo. Idk what it was okay. I was doing great on this section, estudiar estudio no mucho estudiante shit like that.(Not very student, yeah makes a lot of sense) but i just could not form sentences for the life of me. Like easy sentences I could form yesterday. Then i watched a Spanish video hardly understood it but... I just said butt because I'm 12 years old and i thought it was funny, there is no upside to today's learning goals.

Write - I had two writing sessions today. As you all know I'm writing a story inspired by the new sound by greep and its going well so far! The first session was uninspired I didn't know what to say and I didn't plan on having a 2nd session but then i heard Holy, Holy and the music video's 2nd half inspired me to write and I finished the dreaded 3rd section of my story. Now the fun begins!!! I want to write a part inspired by that 2nd half I love the way it takes you through all this casino imagery and then to the snooker room, it's beautiful. I think it shows like a descent into a different kind of world not knowing where it would lead. Writing advice uhhh dont search for inspiration, it comes to you naturally. Ik it's easy to get impatient but that's not to say give up until you find inspiration. Keep honing and when inspo comes, you'll be ready

Media - I watched this movie 3 musketeers and it was so bad. Everything about it sucked and Holy shit. It was an action movie and it was so poorly edited, you couldn't tell what was happening AND THE ACTING was so bad. Then the special effects sucked too. Everything sucked. I read more Flowers of Evil. It's so good but I miss the little authors note. 

Allow me to skip the Rambles just this once. I'll Put it in a bulletin Tomorrow but I'm so sooo fucking tired. Please let me sleep. Good night